Once Upon A Time in Seattle

I have always dreamt of visiting Seattle because I am so obsessed with Grey’s Anatomy. I finally went here on January 2014. Seattle’s weather changes constantly; one minute it was raining, the next minute the sun was shining so bright. Went to the amazing Seattle’s Space Needle and explored downtown Seattle on foot. I met a new friend from South Korea and we’ve been sending postcards ever since<3


Love the one you’re with

Woke up at 3.30am, can’t sleep anymore. Watched the latest episode of Grey’s Anatomy last night, Love the One You’re with. It made me reflect to some stories of my life, well one particular story actually. I love the person I was with, I really do, I still do and it makes me cry every time I remember T. The pain is still fresh and it often caught me off guard, just like now. I end up being with myself now, so I guess the title is still valid; I should love the one I am with; my own self. I  am not with anybody, there’s just me, so I have to love myself. Anyway, Calzona scenes are heartbreaking. Maybe Arizona finally sees a glimpse of Callie’s feeling in that shower scene, how it hurts her too even though she’s not the one losing leg. Bailey and Webber scene is great, I can relate to it.

You know what happens when someone lets go of your hand? You get it back. It’s a good thing. You know, interns let go, and… Tuck let go and even Ben let go. And they’re all still there. They all still love you. But it means you get your hand back. It means you have time… not to wash the dishes… To do something with, to get out there, to find diseases to cure, to take it to the next level. Hell, uh, it means invent the Bailey method. But you gotta get out there, do something. And don’t look back. (Dr. Richard Webber -Grey’s Anatomy)

Maybe it’s not bad at all to ‘get my hand back’, it hurts because it’s real, but maybe the pain will subside. November is coming. It will probably be the climax of the pain when all memories just rush back in. Oh well, let’s not jump to November yet, one assignment left and it’s due in 3 days :p I am freaking out. This will definitely distract me!

New Grey’s Anatomy Season 9 Photos

It’s been a while since we see the casts of Grey’s Anatomy take a photo session, so I am so excited when I see this posters. So, the new season 9 is here. Two amazing episodes so far. I am amazed at how Shonda and the writers bring the story. I am an emotional wreck. A month before the new season aired, I was re-waching the first season of Grey’s Anatomy, the surgeons were so young, so reckless. They made mistakes, they learned from it. It’s almost 8 years since it first aired in 2005. I am a fan of the series since 2009 although I have seen it before the year. I remember my friend asks me if the series over. She wants to know what will my reaction be. I still have no answer for that question.

I cried when George was hit by a bus and Izzie decided to leave the show. I was angry when Arizona flee to Africa, I feel betrayed. I was upset when Callie was pregnant with Mark’s baby. I cursed Meredith for her twisted minds. I adore Lexie and envy her photographic memory. I enjoy witty Bailey. I hate indecisive Derek. Christina and her god complex. I shed tears and mourn for Lexie and Mark. There are so many indescribable emotions when I am watching the show and that what makes me love it. I know some people are bitching about it, but I understand completely. As time goes by, the characters grow on the fans and when they’re written off from the show, there will be disappointment and rage (seriously, you don’t wanna mess up with fangirls!).  I appreciate that Shonda Rhimes addresses so many social issues and wraps it in the story.It’s like voicing the voiceless. I don’t know for sure what’s her agenda is, but she’s trying to make a point. Let me quote her thoughts on Arizona’s missing leg:

It’s a pleasure to get to work with someone (read: Jessica Capshaw) so game for the story. So game for representing things rarely seen on network TV. I love my job. ” – Shonda Rhimes

As much as it’s killing me that Arizona is missing her leg, I am glad she’s alive. She’s married to Callie and they have a daughter (the idea I once opposed, but now I am happy to see mark’s legacy). I will put myself as an empty lid where Shonda and her teams can fill it in with anything. It’s good to have a show you can wait for every week. It feels better to have an army of fans who are ‘having issue determining what’s real and what’s fictitious’ and are willing to discuss the episodes by the end of the week. It feels best to have new friends who understand your obsession to a TV series and the characters. I wish Grey’s Anatomy will not end any time soon and even if it has to end, I hope we get to see happy ending for all the characters. Good bye, Mark and Lexie :'(

They say death is hardest on the living. It’s tough to actually say goodbye. Sometimes it’s impossible. You never really stop feeling the loss. It’s what makes things so bittersweet.” – Meredith Grey

My favorite characters: Dr. Arizona Robbins and Dr. Callie Torres. Sara Ramirez and Jessica Capshaw are terrific!

More surprises are in store for these characters. I hope Alex will find somebody he loves.

I can’t wait to see the house Derek built for Meredith. I hope Christina will come back to SGMW and reconcile with Owen

I miss you already, Dr. Mark Sloan, Dr. Lexie Grey and Dr. Teddy Altman!

.greys anatomy and happiness.

Ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple – to be happy. Maybe it’s this expectation though of wanting to be happy that just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to state’s of bliss, the more confused we get – to the point where we don’t recognize ourselves. Instead we just keep smiling – trying to be the happy people we wish we were. Until it eventually hits us, it’s been there all along. Not in our dreams or our hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar. – Meredith Grey

[Grey’s Anatomy] Shock To The System Pics

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I laughed, I cried, I smiled, I blushed, I felt everything watching the latest episode of Grey’s Anatomy; Shock to the System^^

Here are the collages from that episode, including my favorite scene of Callie Arizona, Callie Mark, Bailey Alex and Meredith Christina.

Callie Arizona and Frowny Apartment ^^

Arizona: Okay, I’m not saying rip out walls. I’m saying throw some paint up on ’em. You know, soften it up. Yang decorated the place for her, and it’s just a little harsh and frowny.

Callie: Okay. I’m gonna stop you right there, ’cause Yang doesn’t decorate. I decorated that place. It’s my frowny place.

Arizona: I meant modern and edgy. If it’s gonna be our place, I just need it to be a little more smiley.

Callie: Ugh. My God.

Callie: I… frowny?

Arizona: Edgy.

Alex Bailey and Foreign Bullet

Bailey: Wh… watch it!

Alex: Sorry.

Bailey: Karev?

Alex: Dr. Bailey?

Bailey: You still have that bullet in your chest?

Alex: Uh, oh, yeah. It worked its way to the surface. It’s fine. We leave bullets in people all the time.

Bailey: It must hurt. Does it hurt?

Alex: Uh, nope.

Bailey: Does it hurt when I do this?

Alex: Ow! Damn!

Bailey: It is not fine. It is foreign, and it has no business being in your body. Get it out, Karev, Or I will see that you do not operate until you are operated on

Act of God

April: House fire? Explosion?

Lexie: Car wreck?

Callie: Uh, act of God.

Bailey: Act of God?

Callie: Yeah, lightning strike.

Alex: All that from one lightning strike?

Callie: One lightning strike, eight victims. Took out a whole flag football team.

Bailey: God was in a mood today.

Callie Alex Pep Talk

Mark: Tell me something. When a person gets out of the nut house, What’s the appropriate amount of time to wait before you propose?

Callie: What? Long. Longer. Long… a long time. Not now.

Mark: Specifically, how long?

Callie Arizona and Baige

Callie: Oh. What are these?

Arizona: Choices.

Callie: They’re all beige.

Arizona: No, they’re all subtle. Pastels and earth tones. If you look closely, that’s blue, that’s green, that’s yellow… To take the edge off all the chrome and concrete. What do you think?

Callie: I think I don’t want to live in an Easter basket.

Arizona: I know. You really want to live in the bat cave. But meet me halfway.

Callie (talking on the phone): Uh, yes. Schultz, Kerry? Yes, thank you.

Callie: Okay, uh, my patient’s scans are up. And, uh, seriously… They’re all beige to me.

Arizona: W-well, then it shouldn’t be hard to pick one.

Christina Meredith dark and twisty bonds

Meredith: Cristina…. Cristina.

Christina: I can’t be in here. I can’t.

Meredith: Okay, so let’s go. Let’s get out of here.

Christina: I can’t… I can’t feel anything.

Meredith: I know. I know. Come with me.

Christina: No, no. I… I can’t move. I can’t move my legs. I can’t… I can’t feel anything.

Meredith: F-f-feel my hand. Take my hand. Do you feel that?

Christina: Okay.

Meredith: You’re okay. We’re gonna go when you’re ready. Okay?

Christina: Yeah. Yeah, yeah.

Meredith: So you tell me when you’re ready, okay?

Christina: Okay. Okay.

Mark: You’re wrong.

Callie: Sorry?

Mark: There’s no time to wait. People get struck by lightning. People die. My best friend got shot, Torres. Why are you telling me to give it time when there’s no guarantee that time is gonna be there? I’m… not gonna wait around to be happy anymore.

Callie: All right. Listen, this is something that you and I do. We skip steps. Okay, I pushed Arizona to have a baby, and I almost lost her because I skipped a bunch of steps. But then I went back, and now she’s moving in… And ruining my apartment. Look, I’m saying, proposing might be too much, especially if she’s not herself right now.

Mark: I know who she is, and if she’s going through her worst right now, I wanna go through it with her. She makes me happier than… Anything I’ve ever known. And if I can have a part in making her happy again, that’s all I want to do. That’s all I want to do for the rest of my life.

Mark: All right. All right. Go. Go. Tell her that. But just like that.

Alex Bailey and the Bullet

Alex: You paged me?

Bailey: I did. I have a surgery.

Alex: You’re actually gonna let me near a patient?

Bailey: You are the patient. Get in there and get on that table. I don’t need a reminder of this thing. I’m gonna carry that day around with me every day for the rest of my life whether I want to not. Now they’ve plastered over every bullet hole in this building. I don’t need a reminder every time I look at you. And I’m tired of bullying you, so I am asking you, please, get in there and get your shirt off.

Alex: Yes, Ma’am.

Alex: Charles was a good guy. He was funny. Reed… well, she was kind of messed up, but she wasn’t a bad person. I just don’t… I don’t know why… I shouldn’t just get to walk away, you know?

Bailey: I don’t know why we made it either. We just have to find a way to be grateful.

Alex: Son of a bitch.

Bailey: Agreed.

Mark: Paint it beige. You got a girl… You love who loves you back. Paint it whatever stupid color she wants.

My Favorites stills of that episode are:

Callie looks gorgeous!!


Christina Meredith Still

The-most-anticipated September 23rd!!

Yaaayyy… It’s September 23rd here in Indonesia, I’ve been longing for this date for a while. Wondering when I’ll finally be able to see my favorite doctors of Grey’s Anatomy (again!). Here’s the collages of some cast promo pics^^

MerDer | Calzona | Crowen

These couples are definitely MFEO!!

Richard | Mark | Jackson | Miranda | Alex | Lexie | April | Teddy

Grey’s Anatomy Season 7 welcomes the new regular casts; Dr. April Kepner (Sarah Drew) and Dr. Jackson Avery (Jesse Williams)^^ Well, to be honest I hate April (and Teddy); more regular casts means less time for my favorite couples to be on the screen :(

whatta fancy dresses, Doctors!!

Grey’s Anatomy Premier’s Photo ^^

Here’s the collages of some premier’s photo of the upcoming Grey’s Anatomy Season 7. I hope y’all enjoy it as much as I do. Dont you think Cristina and Owen look cute together? I love the smile on Meredith face and the awesome dimples of Dr. Arizona Robbins^^

Dr. Christina Yang and Dr. Owen Hunt finally tie the knot ^^

Callie Arizona | Christina Owen | Meredith Mark

Here are my favorite Sara Ramirez and Jessica Capshaw… xoxo

Yaaayy..It's Callie and Arizona ^^

[Source: Seriously Grey Lovers]

I am counting down the days… It’s 8 days to go to the Season 7 Premiere of Grey’s Anatomy^^

PS. I randomly remember Sara Ramirez sang Silent Night in Holidaze episode. Her voice is effing amazing:p

Here’s the link to the song if you wish to download it…