.we just feel insecure.


Hm,itu bukanlah justifikasi kita atas ke’kurangpeduli’an yg ditunjukkan ke seorang remaja yg tampak bingung dan terus bertanya kemana arah ke Pulo Gadung kalau brjalan kaki.
Pertanyaan lain yg jg terus ditanyakan adalah kemana jalur alternatif ke Jogja dgn brjalan kaki.
(Sempat terceletuk ucapan nakal dr bibir gw: ‘Wah..jalan kaki ke Jogja, emang mau buat rekor MURI?:p wekekek->just kidding:p)

Hm,saat itu,gw,sigit,mba enno dan jules br aja plg dr Sahid stlh menyelesaikan ujian English di akhir semester ini.

Entah apa yg ada di benak teman2 gw, tapi yg pasti, yg pertama terlintas di pikiran gw adlh sebuah ketidakpercayaan.

Gw pernah dengar crt dr azhar, wkt itu dia sempat didatangi bpk2 yg minta ditunjukkan arah ke Bandung,krn tampak kelelahan, bingung dan mengaku tdk punya uang, si mas memberikan uang utk si bapak naik bus dan menunjukkan arah ke kantor polisi terdekat. Di akhir,si mas br brfikir, apakah org tsb jujur atau tdk.

Gw smpt berfikir apakah itu adalah motif penipuan terbaru. Tp di sisi lain, gw mrasa jahat krn bahkan di pikiran awal terselip rasa tdk percaya. I really feel insecure (tyt ini jg dirasain sm Sigit).

What I want to emphasize in here (in my own case) is that my social awareness and humanity were suddenly disappear because of the feeling of insecure, restless, and distrust toward the others. In my opinion, this is a signal of self-degradation toward the social issues and it’s not a good one.
But what more can I say if in fact, the situation surround us is not secure and safe anymore.

Suddenly I remember something, Ryry ever sent this story about Dalai Lama. I forget the exact stories,but the point is the nature of every person is various. If you believe that ur nature is good, full of love and affection, u should not give up just bcoz the other’s nature is contrary with yours. U should not be bad and ignorant to those who cannot show the same attitude as we do (hm..membingungkan yah:)hehe..

Hm,akhirnya,sang remaja beranjak menjauh dan terdiam sejenak serta tampak menangis. Kami memutuskan memberikan sebagian uang yg kami miliki utknya dan segera beranjak pulang krn perasaan takut dan tidak aman msh saja menyelimuti.
(Jan 22nd 2009; 9.20pm)

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